October 9, 2003

• Couldn't sleep.  Raining.  Back aches.  Thoughts wander.  Just about when I was starting to feel sleepy, alarm went off.  I drag myself out of the bed, reminding myself that Lance rides regardless of rain, sun, snow, hailstorm...

  
  

  Somehow, the smooth cycling material slides past my wounds without any feeling.  It's a good sign.  Dunno whether to call Joyce to confirm ride.  She calls.  Ride is off.

  
  

  I still have no idea how body will respond to legs pulling 200 watts (hopefully more).  Powerman?  Having doubts again.  I'm not sure what I'm doing or going to do.  But I do feel closer to God.  I normally do when I'm in trouble or problems.

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