October 9, 2003

  • Woke up with a stiff neck.  I slept on the wrong side of the pillow and that seems critical now.  I think I will have to bring my pillow up if I am going to KL.  Sleeping just a few mm off seems to make my shoulders and neck hurt even more.  On half day in the afternoon, maybe I will go see a sports doctor. 


    Now instead of just worrying about Joyce, I'm starting to get worried about Esther too.  Maybe I should just worry about myself


    I have not been cycling for two weeks.  I should be about at the pits bottom, I am fat now on both stomach and other parts, and I'm totally clueless about what is going to happen next


    Should have left everything to God.  Life seems much easier then